Friday, September 9, 2016

Kim, Kim - 13

1993-

The stallion walked out of the darkness. Yong - seop in uniforms, who would not have gone to school today, could not conceal the stunning appearance of surprise. The girl, who is supposed to be Yoon Seop's girlfriend, looked at Sanghoon and Yong-seop alternately. Yongsub hesitated and opened his mouth.

"brother.."
"long time no see. How are you? I was walking down the street to get drunk.
"Oh, you were a scholar today?"

Sanghoon nodded his head.
"Huh. So I had a drink. A girlfriend? "
"Yeah… Oh Ji-jin, this is my sanghyeong hyung, our school senior. "

He was like a second year student, Yong - sup and Yong - seop, but he also had a little makeup and a sophisticated look.
"like that. Hello, Mr. Heejin. I'm going to get drunk. Have a good date. "

He jumped his head slightly. Yong - seop seemed to have lost his words to his eyes. Sang - hoon smiled effortlessly and turned off Yong - seop and Hee - jin.



After the announcement of the successful applicant, the life of Sanghoon, which had been delayed, was the same after his admission to the university. The joy of accepting the major that was forced to fit the score was a little short, and I could not get much interest. It was an atmosphere that most other students liked to compete in the club life as well as reward the years of fighting for years. Korea was enjoying the richest years in history, and seniors made it easier to find a job even if they did not care about the subjects they had received.

Somehow, a man did not want to go into a lot of exercise clubs. Instead of looking for a suitable sex ratio club, I applied for admission to the band club. Parents who felt that a change had come to the heart of their son, took the prize to the parlor shop and bought the base as an entrance gift, and Sang-hoon started to fill a large part of college life in the club room.

As we were in the second grade, there was a rumor that we had a strange club on campus.
"It's a homo club."
Extremely male college students tear their banners or undermine their grandmothers, saying they are perverted circles. Because of the Christian school where the chapel should be taken, the denominational books of the theology students have come and gone from place to place. It was a story that had nothing to do with sanghoon. I did not want to make a relationship with other people and I did not want to check out the unhealthy desire inside myself.



Sanghoon spent time passing by thinking that he controlled his desire thoroughly. Sangjin, who was drunk and drunk himself in the valley, went to play in the valley. When his younger sister Jeonghoon's pants were soaked in the water and revealed the silhouette of the things inside, On the back of the guesthouse, where all the boys who went into the beach washed away the seawater that they had buried in the body, in the rustle that had come from the jongbang yongchan, who ran his horse, he never stared at the shakes that came to his mind.

To deny the fluctuations, Sang - hoon mixed his body with the younger sister 's classmate at that night. It was nothing that happened in a big room of the guesthouse like nothing, and the next day the people of the club learned about the relationship. One of the motives of the sanghoon who was pretending to be an adult was to call out the sanghwon and when the relationship between them ceased, Minjung would go up and down to the cubin. In such a case, only the girl would normally take a leave of absence. There was no choice for Sang Hun. On the return bus, the seat next to Sanghoon was occupied by Minjung. Min - jung leaned his head on the shoulder of Sang - hoon, but the expression of Sang - hoon did not change.

Sanghoon enrolled by the end of one semester. I spent the night before I enrolled in the mansion in a motel near 306 supplements. Minjeong told Sanghoon that he would wait. He did not say anything. Minjung also knew that it was not a chance for me to wait for him to wait. However, it was both faintly guessing that Minjung had to marry when he waited for the sanghae to be discharged.


In the space of men only, Sanghoon showed his presence and acknowledged as always, but it was the same as having to struggle with a different desire. There were some strange behaviors in the submarine quarters where 20 people gathered. There was a blanket on the back when I came back from the stupor, and there was a boss and a corporal who stuck to the side on both sides without falling on the side. Sanghoon also had elderly people to come to the arm, or hugged and self-demanding. I never accepted the sanghoon. A lot more than four times the priest, Choi Tae-jung, a superpower commander, stroked the thigh of Sang-hoon in the office, and even though he offered to drink with his BOQ, the sanghoon never wavered.

For 26 months, Sang-hoon defeated himself faithfully. It was common for other soldiers to solve their desires in the bathroom or the shower room, but in an environment where there was no visual stimulation, it was a man's mother who came to mind when the saints tried to make an eruption only by touch. When he reached the pleasure at the end of the imagination, he knew that only guilt and bitterness left him to make self-repulsion.

When Sanghoon left the whole area in front of his nose, the financial crisis came. In the old television of the Gangwon - do valley military base, the government 's support rate, which has brought about the financial crisis, has fallen to 6 percent. The companies stopped their bribes, and the involvement of female motivators who were in the fourth grade was canceled before. It was a time when a crack was created in the vague plan for the future that men in front of the whole world had to bear. I had to prepare to survive. The regime changed, and Sanghoon returned to the third grade. Minjung, who was in the fourth grade, had almost all the library dates. Min Jung was well prepared and eventually joined the bank. Sang Hun succeeded in getting a job after graduating from school and writing about ten applications. Two years later, Sang-hoon appointed a prosecutor, and Sang-hoon's parents broke down the house of Jahmun, built a multi-family residence and moved to Ilsan. Sanghoon and Minjung started their marriage together with World Cup in an apartment in the north end of Hannam Bridge and the entrance of Vertigo Dog, which had been sold out as a new subway station.

For the company's male juniors, the sanghun was a better son than anyone else, and he was a better son than any of the parents of sanghun. Minjung's father-in-law, There was no child between Sanghoon and Minji. Sanghoon focused on work rather than on reconciliation with Minjung. Minjung had a child of Sanghoon and wanted to reach a more stable point of relationship between two people, but the child did not easily get up. Minjung, who was about to quit his job when he had a child, began to concentrate on his career, and the relationship between the couple gradually changed.

The ceremony was usually performed only in Jongno and Jung-gu. It was about to eat noodles at a party in Namdaemun near Boseonggak, the first bank behind, Cheongjin-dong, Sejong Cultural Center alley, Samcheong-dong, Mu-gyo-dong. Pythagorean is the most frequent of all, and there is no place among the old ones in the back of the YMCA building. One day I was drunk, Sang - hoon and his subordinates went out into Insadong alley by mistake. I walked as I looked, and the paradise mall came out. Only one of his employees walked ahead and took a seat in one of them.

"This is not a dense Korean gay community."
Lust and wonder shook the party. Sang - hoon laughed, but did not feel comfortable. The owner of the stall who was listening to the story said.

"I'm going crazy because of my homos. It's really real. "
"It's true. Is the boss really coming? "
"Yeah, it 's strange to have a name in front of you, and if you have a membership, it' s a homo bar. It 's not a kiss or a fuss. I'm very excited. "
"Oh, you do not buy and live because of those people?"

I saw the signboards that I did not see. The sanghoon became a little uncomfortable. The surname only spoke without consideration of the expression of the surname.
"Do you want to see it once?"
"Is not that handsome, is it eaten? "I just stood up and knocked on my ass."

There was a lump in the crowd. Sang - hoon spontaneously poured soju jar into his mouth. It was not easy. I realized that there were men all around in a strange atmosphere. It was all men who went into the old buildings where the paintings were fading and the tiles were yellow. Here's the place ... The inconvenience of sanghoon began to grow gradually. Some string that had been caught for a long time was trying to shake off the seat. Sang-hoon took a number of bill of deposits and left it on the table.

"Have fun. See you tomorrow."
All of my employees got up and greeted Sanghoon. I did not walk alone, I tried to find a toilet to go into any building I passed. The men went up and down inside the building and looked at the prosperous glance. More than necessary, the tension was overwhelming. I wanted to finish quickly without seeing anyone, but the digital door lock was hanging coldly in the restroom that climbed the stairs.

I gave up and heard the opening of the bathroom door trying to turn around. Someone came out. Sanghoon tried to enter the bathroom without facing his eyes. There was a somewhat familiar corner in the look of passing by, but I did not think that the sutra was small. The man suddenly came back to Sang-hoon, who was dropping his pants zipper.

"Sanghoon Lee?"
Sang-hoon surprised and looked at the person. It was obviously a face I knew. It seemed to be missed, and it seemed to have hated. Sanghoon mumbled an incredible name.
"... .? "

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